@rozm12luna thank you for writing all my thoughts and hate in this one comment and don't forget both the emperor and the commander were toying with him.
we already know he was broken from the start and then he suddenly felt love from someone other than his mother for the first time and then his heart got broken and then the emperor gave him false hope and betrayed him by killing his mother. After that he kept going back and forth with these two emotions- 1. Sadness 2.anger
he was so fed up of being manipulated and deceived to the point he couldn't express nor feel anything. And then He kys.
tbh I'm wondering why he didn't do it (not that I want him to) earlier or thought of that earlier bc if I ever him I would hav done that. Like comparing my life and problems to his I feel like I was raised in a royal family or something.
we already know he was broken from the start and then he suddenly felt love from someone other than his mother for the first time and then his heart got broken and then the emperor gave him false hope and betrayed him by killing his mother. After that he kept going back and forth with these two emotions- 1. Sadness 2.anger
he was so fed up of being manipulated and deceived to the point he couldn't express nor feel anything. And then He kys.
tbh I'm wondering why he didn't do it (not that I want him to) earlier or thought of that earlier bc if I ever him I would hav done that. Like comparing my life and problems to his I feel like I was raised in a royal family or something.