guys I feel like I need to update you haha
so I gave him a second chance after one year separation
And in this time we grow independent and find each other important aspects we discussed
we talked more and what can i say
we are both now happier than ever
I'm feeling so grateful that I didn't give up... it's too sad to cut off such an amazing connection
we are almost ten years together and that's a long time for this time area where people Easily throw each other away instead of working it out... it takes a lot of effort to get where you wanna get but in the future if it's not working anymore I can arleast say that I don't have any regrets and that I tried my best :) so look deep inside of you if you gonna be in the same situation some day and ask yourself if you would be really happier wirhout the other person.
if he hits you, attacks you personally or whatever what's not acceptable.. well that's another thing. Put him in the trash with his ba*** cut off!!!