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@EyeRoll "i swear to g** we are not mind readers, and just expecting us to get it when u give us no context, "
Your partner has a panic attack when talking about someone, and tells you not to talk to them. You genuinely have to be an idiot if you're missing it. Or just not care. And he notices her attitude. He calls it "not normal" and "broken". Great fuc**** person that one.

"When u guys have trama , u go to a therapist and talk to them and all that therapist does is sit back and listen to u , instead , why not go to someone who genuinely care about u , and confide in him .."
Tell me you haven't been in therapy either without telling me. Therapists don't just sit there and listen to you. They have skills they share that make you develop healthier copying skills, and "right" thinking about the situation. Loved ones don't. And you know what the worst-case scenario is then? They defend the abuser. They think you're a dirty sl**. Like Airi's mom. That literally happened to her and you're wondering why she doesn't want to say anything? Hiro literally had to beat and ra** that information from her. Her whole defense mechanism is denying herself the experience. You're genuinely a child if you're still saying "omg why won't she just disclose the worst experiences of her life to him, even after her own mom shamed her for it!". Like be fr.

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@EyeRoll " And if u have trama , why are u reading a fuxked up story like this , because u can probably relate to her, and if u can't tell still , it's not gonna end well for her , no happy ending.."
I do relate and I don't need it to have a happy ending. What's important to me is that the story speaks to me on a personal level and is made very well. It's not a usual thing for me. I rarely can relate, and I rarely think the story is super thought out. That's what is important to me. I feel seen and understood by a story. It rarely happens with real people and yet. It's an amazing feeling.
It's sweet that you're trying to recommend something fun. But in a way that's kind of a distraction than anything else. Being happy by watching happy things is shallow. Even if your life is better, that doesn't erase bad things that happened to me. And if I have only those happy and healthy people around, I will feel alone. Because I am not. That's why Airi relates and loves to Hiro, and why I relate to the story in turn. Sometimes you feel drawn to the worst people, knowing they're bad just because you can understand them, and everything else feels fake and alien. They not only see the best in you but embrace your worst. It's a powerful feeling. Bonds you together at the snap of your fingers.