@Zenzen Mistori
call the cops on him. Show the scars and abuse and report him for child abuse. If he's persecuted for abusing you the way you described, it's the same as killing him without having to dirty your hands (he's out of your life and can never see you again without your permission)
If you don't want to call the police, is there another family member (ie: aunt/uncle/grandparent) you can move in with?
There are govt. agencies and a plethora of non profit organizations for victims of domestic violence (including child abuse). You don't need to resort to murder to get your Dad out of the picture (even more so if you are close to becoming a legal adult)
call the cops on him. Show the scars and abuse and report him for child abuse. If he's persecuted for abusing you the way you described, it's the same as killing him without having to dirty your hands (he's out of your life and can never see you again without your permission)
If you don't want to call the police, is there another family member (ie: aunt/uncle/grandparent) you can move in with?
There are govt. agencies and a plethora of non profit organizations for victims of domestic violence (including child abuse). You don't need to resort to murder to get your Dad out of the picture (even more so if you are close to becoming a legal adult)