Comment by Zenzen Mistori on Home page

I was inches a way in killing my dad,l was holding a knife and i really wanted to stab that mother fuc***, that bi*** my be my parent but he's no father to me.All my life he have all way been absent because of his "religion ”and he always choose them(his church friends) over his family and he fuc**** cheated on my mom with his high school crush oh and by the way he always bring us down(me and my siblings)EVERY FUC**** TIME we are happy and always call us lazy and tell us how stress it is to go home with it being dirty and it's always me who got to be shouted because l was the only one in the house even tho i don't go out to my room because of how depressed i have been and before some people come to me be like ya his an ass**** but you can't kill because of that well do you even know that he fuc**** beat me with a broom stick and i had to wear a skirt so that the scaring wouldn't show in public

(And no i didn't kill him even tho he deserve to be kill because i still want to go to heaven)
(But i was actually having thoughts if i should kill him or kill myself so this fuc**** life would end)
(Ps:am saying all this in here because i don't have a friend and am lonely)
(I don't really want to kill him more like strangel him til he passed out and i would do this to every villain in every bl)

4 Replies

AnudhritiMember·2 years ago

@Zenzen Mistori um are you okay dude?

LOVE_BL·2 years ago

@Zenzen Mistori I'm sorry for what you're going through,I know that this is very hard for you . But hope u don't give up ur hopes, here's a virtual hug for u . Hope that everything will turn out well for u .
(I'm really sorry ,I'm not that good at comforting ppl)

Random commenter·2 years ago

@Zenzen Mistori

call the cops on him. Show the scars and abuse and report him for child abuse. If he's persecuted for abusing you the way you described, it's the same as killing him without having to dirty your hands (he's out of your life and can never see you again without your permission)

If you don't want to call the police, is there another family member (ie: aunt/uncle/grandparent) you can move in with?

There are govt. agencies and a plethora of non profit organizations for victims of domestic violence (including child abuse). You don't need to resort to murder to get your Dad out of the picture (even more so if you are close to becoming a legal adult)

Zenzen MistoriMember·2 years ago

Thank you for all the people who tried to comfort me l wrote that in the heat of the moment i was breaking down and i was really mad and was so extra when was writing it,and also about the scaring it was long time ago i was like 8 or 9 and it was also my fault because i wouldn't listen to them and all i said was true but that kind of "discipline ”is normal in my country.Am okay now and happy but little stressed out because of what am reading right now,and yes am reading bl now even tho i was having a break down last night because it's my comfort zone ☺️

(Just don't mind me am crazy i always have different emotion in every minute like now am happy then later i would be mad for no reason,am a crazy person and is emotional unstable 🙂)

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