@Bl is my therapy I don't know much about your situation but maybe try to find what makes you feel passionate or fierce. It may be difficult but don't give up. I like for example playing volleyball, I'm not very good, but I like the emotions that I feel, because I literally get into this game so much that my hands tremble from attacks after. Preferably something that engages your mind and body, I think. Surely you also like reading bl like me and most people here, what do you feel when you read, do you feel empty still. Da**, I wish I could help you because I used to feel that way too, not as much as you, but similarly.
Tell me, you fool. If I continue to regress, will I ever get to meet you again?
