Comment by Bl is my therapy on When the Killer Falls in Love - Chapter 55

Comment on ChapterWhen the Killer Falls in Love - Chapter 55
It's just me ranting so u can skip this comment 😬

I just wanted to rant ABT my miserable life or shall I say empty life. Every day I wake up despite wanting to wake up. My body is always here but my bind goes blank. Sometimes I don't even think and does work. I am loosing my thinking capacity too like I don't even know when someone asks me ABT things that literally happened a moment ago. I am a lazy person who always cries about how hard it is to do how am I gonna do it but never even try to do it. Sometimes my mind is so empty that I almost have accident on roads. My friends always saves me by pulling me to the side though. Well right now only my friends and phone is giving me strength to live through another day. G** and I am being a nuisance to all the people who will read this comment. Meh at this point I don't even care if people cuss at me too cuz I do that everyday on my own. 

G** I wish there was a place where I can just post things like this randomly without being a nuisance and bother .
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I have read 300+ bl's and I am still not satisfied 😩😫

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@Bl is my therapy  
You should download the app sincerely it's an app where you can basically write how your feeling and it's anonymous and others can respond to what you said.
@Bl is my therapy  
You should download the app sincerely it's an app where you can basically write how your feeling and it's anonymous and others can respond to what you said.
@Bl is my therapy i wanna comfort you but i dont know how, so let's just say this is my big effort to help you👍pepe sticker
@Bl is my therapy I don't know much about your situation but maybe try to find what makes you feel passionate or fierce. It may be difficult but don't give up. I like for example playing volleyball, I'm not very good, but I like the emotions that I feel, because I literally get into this game so much that my hands tremble from attacks after. Preferably something that engages your mind and body, I think. Surely you also like reading bl like me and most people here, what do you feel when you read, do you feel empty still. Da**, I wish I could help you because I used to feel that way too, not as much as you, but similarly.
@Iambatman hey thanks for saying that it makes me feel a bit better. Maybe it's cuz if I tell these thoughts of mine to anyone around me either I am ignored or told that everyone has problems you r not special so suck it up. That's why I find comfort in a stranger's word.
@_lizostop well I do find dancing singing and drawing a bit relaxing but studying is more important so I often get scolded for wasting time doing useless things [poco:0]
@Bl is my therapy babe it sounds like you’re suffering from disassociation, sh** is normal cuz of depression... you’re not lazy or bad in any way, you’re just sick. That's ok! Things will improve. Make sure to seek help, wherever you can.
@Bl is my therapy i am glad i could help even a little bit. Please get better soon i know you will find your way to happiness💕
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@Bl is my therapy I hope you can recommend me those 300+ bl stories 
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