12 yrs old ??? Wow wow like really wow , okay i started reading bl when i was in highschool i think around 14 or 15 and now im 21 years ..... listen try to look at this from a bright side ✨️like listen you have so much knowledge on how s** is done ! So you are not naive that cool ! And why da he** would u worry about people finding out u read sh** like this . I mean everyone has dirty secrets LITTERAY everyone so dont be sad about it and plus you are 12 your personality will develop and you will talk to people its all about how how you think about urself its will refelct on your reality , and as long as you are a virign you are INNOCENT because you wont ne going around TELLING PEOPLE YOU READ PO** keep it to urself