I'll be honest I'm just a pervert 12 yr old who started watching po*** and read this sh** at 8-9 I just wanna die in 2026 so I can finish jinx & avatar and my life is miserable asf lmao I'm just venting in these fk comments why don't I have friends why I am so annoying and why I'm so scared of people every fk time I care so much what they think of me it's so annoying I don't even know if I have friends I haven't talked with them since December 17th do they still remember me or did thay already forgot me I hate myself if I just didn't started reading and watching po*** would I be different I want to be innocent again fk I'm so annoying I even annoyed myself
Comment by No_pe_lol on Jinx - Chapter 14
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Ik how you feel but tbh don't think it's because you are not innocent. Nowdays everyone is somewhere annoying and tbh if your friends don't talk to you, maybe they are not the right ones or something is going on so find out what it is that they don't talk to you and either it gets better again or move on with the time going. If you feel shi*** this is totally ok but don't just think this is the end. Kind of funny that I'm writing something like this under a BL 💀 but yh
I'm scared of ppl too and think I'm annoying but I don't believe it would be different if I didn't started reading and watching po** because I don't walk around saying it and nowdays many ppl watch po** or things they are not supposed to so don't feel to bad because everyone has somewhere dirt on them.
So well I hope it helped a bit, if not I'm sorry but yh wish you the best ;*
hey dw maybe everything is fine with your friends and even if it isn't people naturally drift apart so don't worry new people would come along. And if you think po** is negatively affecting you this much then maybe you should look to reduce your time watching and reading it. But honestly everyone loses their innocence at some point and ur not a pervert.
I hope everything works out for you <3
(wow srs this rlly wasn't usual bl comment section interaction)
12 yrs old ??? Wow wow like really wow , okay i started reading bl when i was in highschool i think around 14 or 15 and now im 21 years ..... listen try to look at this from a bright side ✨️like listen you have so much knowledge on how s** is done ! So you are not naive that cool ! And why da he** would u worry about people finding out u read sh** like this . I mean everyone has dirty secrets LITTERAY everyone so dont be sad about it and plus you are 12 your personality will develop and you will talk to people its all about how how you think about urself its will refelct on your reality , and as long as you are a virign you are INNOCENT because you wont ne going around TELLING PEOPLE YOU READ PO** keep it to urself