I kinda get that, but what do consider worthwhile?
I think, to often that people jump to big change when looking for meaning. What enables you to live doen't have to be life altering, or even mildly important. It could be anything you want or like ya know? Stay alive to eat some more of your favortie food, stay alive to read another chapter of your favorite books, stay alive to a get a cat or something.
We should all spend more time apprieciating the little things, even talking to you here in the middle of the night has made my day alittle more fun.
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