Comment by male fujoshi on lurker

@male fujoshi i'm not justifying ra**. i even typed "ra** is ra**." to be clearer, i think most people calling won a rapist and saying this relationship is toxic are very dramatic.

to say that it's a ra** story and it's trash/disgusting makes me feel like those people are not reading the story. this story does not amount to be only about "ra**." their relationship is not only ra**.

i wrote that it's "technically" not ra** because seonho chose this. he honestly was not even part of the equation and yet he put himself in, willing to fight a whole den of men to protect blondie. and won gave him a way out in exchange for his body.

and he wouldn't have been so violently raped if he had shown won how he needed to be prepped, but he chose that too.

there are many instances where seonho could've made it better for himself (not just the whole ra** thing. everything), but he chooses not to. i agree with won's statement in the beginning that if he continues like this, he's gonna get himself killed.

@male fujoshi i try not to write so much in comments because i always have a lot to say in terms of story analyzation and how i feel about people reacting. but you've awaken me lol

i do not believe that won intended to ra** seonho.

looking at won's character, it seems he's very child-like. he's simple in emotions and does not understand how humans interact. he doesn't even understand how much humans need to eat to survive.

won has never had s** before. i don't believe he's done it with a woman either. he has no interest in s**. but for some reason, he has an interest in seonho.

i think he wants to be close to seonho and to possess him, to make sure he never leaves. however, i do not believe that he has any ill intention seeing how emotionally simple he is. any ill intention he could have probably does not mean to be as insane as it turns out, because he truly does not understand. he finds everything interesting and fun like a toddler.

also he enjoys having s** with seonho and obsesses over it because it's his first time feeling such pleasure. as long as he gets what he wants, he'll probably do whatever you ask him. his character could easily be used and abused.

seonho has a strong and violent personality. even before the apocalypse, he was violent. he's also extremely stubborn. even though he agreed to everything, it doesn't stop him from lashing out. even if he was dying, he wouldn't ask for help. but he's also very timid and soft hearted. which is why blondie can be emotionally domineering to him and seonho is okay with it. seonho can let go some of his stubborness to help blondie.

i think, more than the ra**, seonho is bothered by won knowing how timid he actually is.

@male fujoshi and yes, it's still ra**. but like everything else, it's not black and white.

this is fiction, so i feel no qualms in analyzing how ra** was utilized in this story. if you are a type of person that says that ra** is ra** and you hate it no matter what, then just don't read for your own mental health.

there are plenty of stories/shows with ra** and I just drop it. either it made me too uncomfortable or i felt like the ra** was pointless and offered nothing besides seeming to sexualize the ra** and violence.

my point with seonho agreeing to the terms is to say that seonho didn't have to do it. he wasn't at gun point and threatened to be raped. nobody was targeting him. he put himself up to fight (when most people would choose to protect themselves). he was offered something in exchange and he willing accept it. is it still ra**? yes, but he agreed to it, so it becomes a blurred line.

in entertainment BL, there's sponsors who give resources in exchange for s** with new celebrities. other wise, they can't get any traction in the entertainment world. is that ra**? but both parties agreed even if one party abosolutely hates it. the lines are also blurred here.

in both situations, they don't have to agree to the terms. just like the people who offer it, don't have to offer it. they can ra** them if they want without an exchange or find someone else.

won gives no fu** about what anyone does around him. but he stepped in for seonho's body & person, and even offered to help blondie.

which is why i said, given the plot, characterization, and circumstances, the ra** is pretty mild. it's mild due to their characters being like this. won does not intend to be violent or ra** seonho. and seonho's personality is so stubborn and refuses to be broken.

@male fujoshi also, a male fujoshi is called fudanshi. i mean, in case you didn't know