Ahh I understand you , when something sads happen even if its small , tears start flowing from my eyes , my siblings are like why do you always like cry but you know even if I want to those tears it won't stop , so I have learnt one thing some people can be very emotional, this is not a sign of weakness it's shows that we care and not every one can understand this cause they are not emotional or sensitive person, thinking this puts me in a bit ease ,I am not an expert but If you try thinking about the things you love like animal , character or any human being while panicking it can help you calm a little bit
Having threesome with Woojin and Ilay is my dream