@Habyun I think the allusion to shigure loving haru was purposefully vague bc shigure hated himself, that's why he seemed darker to haru everytime he saw him. That ultimately means he couldn't truly love anyone else either (though I do think he loved haru but the love is not so much a clear cut romantic love). He wanted to run away with shiro bc shiro's brokenness reminded him of himself. He was essentially a tragic hero who was set up to save others but couldn't save himself