thsnk you so much for your time.
its been a little over half a year that we broke up...
hes gaslighting me... says he loves me but was the one who broke up. He doesn't want to let me go but also don't want to be with me now.. he says he can't be in a relationship anymore because he's too broken but also he's sleeping with another one... that broke me again. He says that it's just s** with her and the thing between us is love. Sorry but I can't anymore. I believe him that he loves me, becaus we were 7 years together and engaged. But I think that we came too young together and now that he is 28, he wants to live life to the fullest. "Midlife crisis" for sure. But I'm not playing with that.
sure I still love him...
but if I continue, I will not be able to ever love again.