@Snorlax and I'm actually saying this as someone that went through that, and you just regret it after but you blame yourself cause you "gave consent", but that's not true. It takes a while to realise how fuc*** up that is, Cain is a horrible person for taking advantage of Jooin poor mental state at the moment to coerce him into bed, same as he was horrible to not wait not even 24 hours to ask him out. Jooin didn't even had time to process what just happened to him. And just for you to see, go back and re read it, Jooin never once wanted to talk about that night again, nor did he try to even touch Cain, he didn't want to happen ever again, he just wanted to erase the whole thing, but he used that to make Yahwi suffer, and that's the only good thing that came out of that abuse.