@Mew When I was really young I had an illness that made me throw up constantly, it's been already 10 years since I've been cured from that, but that didn't stop me from having panic attacks and anxiety, now that I'm an adult, every time I felt like I was going to throw up. Baek had a really difficult childhood where his career choice was making him suffer; discourage, doubt, comparisons and judgment was happening all at once from everyone he relied on, including his father, all of that at such young age, and what make it worse was his father dying, that alone can make the symptoms worse. If someone doesn't get help from people they care about or with a professional, panick attacks can be triggered like this. I also had people saying that I was exaggerating, "why are you freacking out for that? Just throw up already" but I can't help it, my body and my mind remembers what it felt like to experience that, it's difficult to move on, specially if that trauma had been a recurrent issue. My comment it's not to make you feel emphaty or understand why it makes sense, but it's for all those people who already understand and have experienced this as well, it's common, we just need to get help for our mental health, that's all
