@Lomo I'm sorry to hear this, but.. remember that it's just your first. You're young, so try not to let it affect you for too long. Take this time to reflect, heal, maybe sort out why you liked your boyfriend, and eventually.. try again, maybe, focusing on a boyfriend that you are able to develop a more long-term relationship with. Love hurts, especially if you thought he was 'the one', but remember that he's just one in billions.
@If u read this u gay I am trying to heal but it's tough tbh I miss when I talked to him and all and now don't even talk to me and yk what he didn't cheat on me but he still break up saying that it's not gonna work out