@Lomo I'm sorry to hear this, but.. remember that it's just your first. You're young, so try not to let it affect you for too long. Take this time to reflect, heal, maybe sort out why you liked your boyfriend, and eventually.. try again, maybe, focusing on a boyfriend that you are able to develop a more long-term relationship with. Love hurts, especially if you thought he was 'the one', but remember that he's just one in billions.
Imagine having a website where none of the mods deal with the spam bots. Took them WAY too long to deal with the CP ones.