By all means it's not because you're ugly, however it is your fault. You're face means nothing when you're invisible to the people around you. The reason for being a loner is because you don't put in the work to make friends, I mean think to yourself, how often do you go up to anyone and just start chatting? Probably never, yet that's exactly how the popular people do it. You haven't made your presence known, for reasons I do not know, but that's okay. You're ability to make friends and acquaintances starts with a change in you. You need to go out and make them, because nothing will come to you if you just sit around and wait.
P.s. There's no point feeling insecure over fiction. Especially when its obviously comedy
@Youtan I really mean no harm and i mean this in the nicest way possible (also not to gloat or anything) but i know and am friends with many people and only a handful actually put in the effort to approach and get to know me first 90% of my friendships were started by me either walking up to a random person complimenting them then depending on how they react i can as*** their personality and how to act with them, what to say, how much i can trust them and i wont lie its a LOT of work especially if they are antisocial but i find joy in knowing people and theres this thing that people do where they tell you something small about themselves or they just mumble something and when you remember it and you 'care' about them and what they say you restsate their opinion or even getting to know the stuff they like and enjoy like interests and hobbies and they LOVE it. Their reactions keep me going and in turn they dont hate me only a few people truly know me but when i think about how many people i can make smile or feel better just by remembering the little things gives me true joy even in times of deppression. Does this make me a psychopath? Maybe. But...Does this work? Every time.
