Me too, I mean I started watching adult videos at what? 7 years old? The older brother of one of my brother's friends showed me videos and I just continued ig.. And like 3 years ago I found animes,mangas..aaand BL/yaoi...I continued reading it because Idc about what ppl think at this point and I enjoy reading those.I mean, not only there is really good drawings, but amazing stories and "adult" content. I want to become sexologist later on. It's my dream job, so for me I see it as normal, or experimenting. I know that for my age(14y/o) I should may or may not be reading this😅 I just see it like reading a normal book or watching a serie you want to continue(if it makes sense)