Comment by Okay. on Roses and Champagne - Chapter 49.5

Comment on ChapterRoses and Champagne - Chapter 49.5

I am 14 y/o I started reading at 13 and I'm not proud at all and as you can see I started watching some adults vid at the age of 6😭 idk what's wrong w/me it's a bad habit of mine. I'm sorry if I started reading and watching a adult comics and videos i just don't know what's wrong with me either😅 and when I'm young I have trauma I saw my mom and dad doing it so I got really curious about it and start watching adult videos. Again I apologized for reading and watching some adults stuff for a young age😊 (Sorry for my bad english) ik most y'all must hate me cuz I read and watch some adults stuff and I know my limitations y'all so pls don't hate me. And my cousin recommend me to read it at the age of 13 so I read it😅 and yeah.. And btw I did not read it because of the sm** I read it because of the plot. BECAUSE OF THE PLOT. I FOUND IT INTERESTING EITHER (THE STORIES OF THE MANHWA'S/HUA'S/GA'S. Imma stop reading in the future. I hope I can haha cuz this and the other manhwa's/ga's/hua's are my happiness rn and it make me calm down from my breakdown and as you can see I know my limitations from reading adult comics😊 I'm ashamed of my self, really😥😭

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BTW MY FRIST BL IS PAINTER OF THE NIGHT AND I DON'T KNOW IT'S A YAOI AND I DON'T READ BL YAOI THAT TIME I ONLY READ SOME HISTORICAL MANHWA CUZ THE STORIES ARE PRETTY. WELL I DROP MY FIRST BL CUZ I IT WAS TOXIC AND HAVE A S** SO YEAH I DROP IT😢 BUT I SAW IT AGAIN IN TIKTOK AND AT THAT TIME I READ BL YAOI'S NA THAT'S WHY I READ IT AGAIN😭 SORRY😃

Well I don't think that is wrong.. if you find it fun then read it. Yeah you do need to take a small break.. but it's fine as long as you want to read it.
i mean im 15 and I've been wanting to stop reading too.. but now i do understand that i like reading these kind of stuff and i will continue till i get bored of it.
i believe that you're doing just fine, so don't you worry.
If you want quit, I know that you can do it.
Fighting~~

@Okay. Tbh as long as you're not hating on anyone, not stepping on anyone's pride, dignity and stuff then just do you. I guess reading in a way is a type of coping mechanism for you since you said that you "saw" your parents doing it ( and btw why the heck aren't they locking them doors if they had sxcs knowing their already have kids around)

maybe that may have started stuff. But I hope that you'll learn to set limitations on stuff and know that with curiosity comes alot of information and knowledge good and bad stuff. So I'll just be careful on what I read online if I were you. Tho I hope you're enjoying the difference genres and plots of bl and the world of fiction so far! 

Me too, I mean I started watching adult videos at what? 7 years old? The older brother of one of my brother's friends showed me videos and I just continued ig.. And like 3 years ago I found animes,mangas..aaand BL/yaoi...I continued reading it because Idc about what ppl think at this point and I enjoy reading those.I mean, not only there is really good drawings, but amazing stories and "adult" content. I want to become sexologist later on. It's my dream job, so for me I see it as normal, or experimenting. I know that for my age(14y/o) I should may or may not be reading this😅 I just see it like reading a normal book or watching a serie you want to continue(if it makes sense)

Im 15 and i starten at 13 to read bl ,i know it may seem too early for something like this but i always feel like i don t have a personality or I just am wrong.
since i started reading bl and later on yaoi i could feel better for a moment .
It s my way of feeling better but becouse i felt(still feel) so bad all the time i don t like insulting just to hate, also the person u are hating is someone who is doing this just for us and for FREE pls if u don t like something just dont read it, it'll be easyer for everyone