@kaykaychan Im sorry about what youre going through, im very glad that you didnt end your life, ive been there before, I was almost there just a little more and I couldve ended everything, after a bit I decided to not end my life and work things out no matter how stressful they are, I pushed past the people who didnt care much for me and ignored me when I needed them the most and tried my best to let my family hear what I was going through (I never really told them and when I try to tell get mad at me) after about 3 months i realized that life is much more precious than what it seemsI started on cutting my ties with people who just made me feel worse and found poeple whom are better, I also found to enjoy the simple things, like how pretty a small flower is, or how cute a little animal is, the thing that i enjoy the most is spending time with my cat (he was the one that made me stop right before I ended me life) even though he doesnt enjoy every second with me I still love being around him