Comment by kaykaychan on How To Fight - Chapter 12: Subs And Bell Settings

@kaykaychan to any one who read this I'm sorry I was just really stressed out, but I came to the realization that im too scared of pain to die and I'm very scared of heights I came to this realization when I tried its not worth losing your life when things get hard it's still hard for me to voice my issues to loved ones but I hope I'll get through this

@kaykaychan   you okay bro?

@kaykaychan of course you will get through this thanks for being here

@kaykaychan I wish I could hugged you

@kaykaychan if you still there dont end it life has roadblocks and tbis is one of them you just need to endure through it, i wish you the best

@kaykaychan    I have been where you are now, and even though it sounds cliché - it will feel better in time. Ending the pain is easy, living through it is the hard part my friend. We all experience awful things in life but it is how we deal with it that matters. Reaching out for help is the first step, and often the most difficult one. Keep on living. You are stronger than you think. If you ever need to chat, feel free to hit me up anytime. Sometimes unloading your burdens on a stranger not a friend can be more beneficial. Take care.

@kaykaychan Im sorry about what youre going through, im very glad that you didnt end your life, ive been there before, I was almost there just a little more and I couldve ended everything, after a bit I decided to not end my life and work things out no matter how stressful they are, I pushed past the people who didnt care much for me and ignored me when I needed them the most and tried my best to let my family hear what I was going through (I never really told them and when I try to tell get mad at me) after about 3 months i realized that life is much more precious than what it seemsI started on cutting my ties with people who just made me feel worse and found poeple whom are better, I also found to enjoy the simple things, like how pretty a small flower is, or how cute a little animal is, the thing that i enjoy the most is spending time with my cat (he was the one that made me stop right before I ended me life) even though he doesnt enjoy every second with me I still love being around him

(PLEASE READ THIS IF YOU READ THE COMMENT I POSTED ABOVE THIS ONE) ...just a few days ago I worked up enough courage to tell my crush that I liked him, he obiously doesnt like me back but thats okay, I try to not let things get to me and controll my life, sometimes I wish I was as free as a bird, soaring through the sky, but I remember all the things down here in my little world that make me beond happy and glad I didnt end everything......What im trying to say is dont let things get to you, you can overcome anything, you are an amazing person, if you ever need help or just want someone to hear you, know that there are many many people that will listen to you and will help you. dont ever try to hurt/end yourself, your life is as beautiful as a thousand flowers and as amazing as the vastness of the universe (that goes for everyone reading this, I promise that there is someone who loves you and wouldnt know how to carry on if you ended yourself) you are precious and can get past whatever youre going through, you are strong, I believe in you, so no matter what. Dont ever try to end yourself :) (gives you big hug and pats you on the back)

@kaykaychan   don't do it I know I might be late but don't end it we all have sh*** days and ups and downs so don't give in and continue living the grass is always greener on the other side so life will eventually get better

@...   thank you alot, honestly I've been finding my self coming back to read this from time to time, sometimes simple things like this can go a far way, I'm really great full to you for writing this you might not know this but this helped me alot for the pass couple of days I wish you the best life.