@Book I know that probably ,I have my share of mistakes but it makes me angry that I too have been excluded from their outings many times and honestly I have never complained because I think it is their right to want to go out even without me, what's wrong with that, we don't always have to be together. The thing that bothered me the most is that when one of my akicas started crying she started telling her that it wasn't her fault and she shouldn't cry, things like that and I agree it wasn't her fault but that meant that it was someone's fault and since she didn't say anything to me I think it was my fault. I was still a child, small and stupid and she was an adult, she had a thousand ways to say things, why there, why with that tone, I don't understand. Sorry for venting but this episode still haunts me in my nightmares, I think it's one of my childhood wounds
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@Il_bello_dei_panda
That kind of situation didn't happen in my life that's why I don't understand about it properly. But I'm sure the reason she didn't say anything is that she doesn't want to waste time on you or doesn't say anything to you. It's like most people do when they don't want to talk with other people or they hate other person.
That kind of situation didn't happen in my life that's why I don't understand about it properly. But I'm sure the reason she didn't say anything is that she doesn't want to waste time on you or doesn't say anything to you. It's like most people do when they don't want to talk with other people or they hate other person.