Comment by Fay and I love Bl on Addict to BL

@Fay and I love Bl  maybe maybe, i don't have future because I feel like giving up soon, family problem, study stress, past trauma, anxiety, depression, exams🥺 today I shout at my cousin and scream so my aunt said she will send me to mental hospital if I keep doing this, my grandmother she also said I don't care, my father already agreed to my aunt months ago just because I told them I can't sleep at night, I overthink and need peaceful music to help me with sleep and I should take sleeping pills they just said I'm being dramatic and they will send me to mental hospital I'm not that bad, my mom she said me not to call her mom and refused to be my mom she just talk to my older brother I feel so left out, my friend who I used to share everything, her bestfriend seem jealous of me so I stop talking to her, I don't have anyone now everyone start hating me I also hate myself, I harm myself again today cause I feel like I'm the problem, my birthday is coming soon but seem like they don't even remember my name, I want to enjoy my life but it's not working my exams start from August 14 and my mental health getting worse, my father just talk to me to know if I'm studying or not he ask if I didn't eat or not but if I said I didn't he won't say me to take care of myself instead he will say,