Wow ..hey buddy 🌸🌸Â
This scenario that you just said ...it was exactly ditto same for me ..I am from India pcm student....my grades were great upto my 10th grade....I got 89% but for my parents that was not 90% ....they said I was disgrace for family and all ....I was 1st child in my house and no elder to support ..I also thought my grades were bad and cried burying my face in pillow ..I was so emotionally weakened..that I started searching for thing to distract my mind ....I started watching anime ...them my 11th grades started detoriating ...I thought after watching some motivational videos will help ...but nothing seemed to be motivating me infact even sometimesI felt motivatedthen just after studyingfor 30mins I would again open youtube and watch anime ...I also felt that I am running and runningfrom frustration..sometimes blammed my parents for saying hurtful things. To tell you the truth ....this mind of ours is very tricky ...it's bodies nature to search for relaxation in stressful times ...and even if I motivate you now ..It only and only depends on you how you do in future.