Comment by Sob story on Home page

me too
and i dont now what to do

Wow ..hey buddy 🌸🌸 
This scenario that you just said ...it was exactly ditto same for me  ..I am from India pcm student....my grades were great upto my 10th grade....I got 89% but for my parents that was not 90% ....they said I was disgrace for family and all ....I was 1st child in my house and no elder to support ..I also thought my grades were bad and cried burying my face in pillow ..I was so emotionally weakened..that I started searching for thing to distract my mind ....I started watching anime ...them my 11th grades started detoriating ...I thought after watching some motivational videos will help ...but nothing seemed to be motivating me infact even sometimesI felt motivatedthen just after studyingfor 30mins I would again open youtube and watch anime ...I also felt that I am running and runningfrom frustration..sometimes blammed my parents for saying hurtful things. To tell you the truth ....this mind of ours is very tricky ...it's bodies nature to search for relaxation in stressful times ...and even if I motivate you now ..It only and only depends on you how you do in future.

Try to avoid reading manga...just 
Fix  a time only for study..when u completed  studying in that  time well...reward yourself bu watching manga...that's what I always do:)

By the way..what's ur age?

Its okay kiddos
I have been thru this phase 
And yes manga can be addictive af
But u have to study, u dont have a choice

Just a simple question.....Do u want to see your parents/loved one being proud of u?
I bet u do

So to make them happy, Work hard
Be the hardest working person that you know
Ik it can be hard and it wil be hard to let go off mangas but think about it

Internet and these mangas are not going anywhere, After school u will be able to read any manga u want

I say that instead of readin mangas normaly, Reward yourself with them

Whenever u comete your study goal, read 5 ch of your manga and than get back to studying, Let me tell u
U will never regret studying.

Imma tell u my story, So i was a big dissapointment to my parents Before
....but when i lost my father to covid i realised that, My mom needs me, i have tp work hard for her.

I am sure that u also have some sort of dream to chase after, So just think about the day u will get your result and your loved ones would be so happy to see ypur good grades

Its all about consistency
If its too late to study hard for these finals than dont.
Prepare yourself for next year and ace it

My Wishes are with u <33
U can do it!!

I realized after my 11th exams and just asked myself this question.....what am I doing ...I am watching anime ..loosing times ...am I pranking my parents..a big no ...I am lying to myself..I am pranking myself by thinking that I have enough time in future..let watch this and study later ...No motivation in this world will work unless you don't have the will to improve . Then I started meditating to strong up my mind ...I went cycling in morning and  I started making plans that made me realize That I have many things to cover up 🥲🙃 and most important I started keeping my phone away and if my body started tickiling to use it ..I would run to my mom amd brother talk or tease them ..it was very difficult for me in start ....and the fact that it will take a few moves to ruin all these fears me now ...so whenever I feel I am loosing controls with anything ..I just remove it

I can totally relate to you. 
You've already into the healing process as you understand that you're running away. Don't panic you'll get through it. 
Just give yourself time to feel everything and study for atleast 1hr a day, you can switch off your mobile or whatever device you read manga. Take your time as it's really a hard to stop reading mangas and getting yourself motivated to study. You can also plan like when u complete a question you get some Xp like in manhwas and note it down whenever you level up in subjects. As time goes you feel like you're inside a manga and you got you're studies done and even you'll get some time to read mangas. My advice is that dont panic, just do everything at your own pace and dont rush. 
P.S : I apologize for my grammatical errors as English is not my first language
Hope you have a good day :)

If you are a student like me ...and you are in ur school days ....you have enough time buddy .

Why y'all writing essays

So, basically you were doing pretty well even though you were barely putting any effort, and since it was easy you had a lot of free time that you spent entirely on reading manga. Now that school actually requires some effort, it's getting difficult for you since you never learned how to put any effort in the first place and spend most of your time reading manga. Did I get that right?
Well, fist of all, welcome to the club