@Alexx ur true about the fact that u might become numb after reading a lot of this, but it sounds like u were just way to naughty, like u just wanted the s3x scenes. While i sometimes look for that, i myself mostly enjoy reading heartwarming love stories between two woman. That kind of heartwarming and cute romance is what makes me the happiest, if u started believing in g** after for some reason and believe that ur life has been better after that, that is absolutely great to hear and im very happy to hear that u found happiness. But i find happiness in my own beliefes and philosophy, which is way to complicated to write down here. But if u believe in g** u should know that its all about finding ur own happiness(believing) it doesnt strictly mean that happiness can only be one thing. Anything u believe is happiness to you will be true. So telling others to find g** or jesus is no way of a believer. If u truly believe u need to show others what it is you believe in and what it is that makes u happy to believe in it.