Comment by Alexx on Lilith 2 - Chapter 30

@Alexx ur true about the fact that u might become numb after reading a lot of this, but it sounds like u were just way to naughty, like u just wanted the s3x scenes. While i sometimes look for that, i myself mostly enjoy reading heartwarming love stories between two woman. That kind of heartwarming and cute romance is what makes me the happiest, if u started believing in g** after for some reason and believe that ur life has been better after that, that is absolutely great to hear and im very happy to hear that u found happiness. But i find happiness in my own beliefes and philosophy, which is way to complicated to write down here. But if u believe in g** u should know that its all about finding ur own happiness(believing) it doesnt strictly mean that happiness can only be one thing. Anything u believe is happiness to you will be true. So telling others to find g** or jesus is no way of a believer. If u truly believe u need to show others what it is you believe in and what it is that makes u happy to believe in it.

@Teedroid JoKe Okay :)) I agree and respect a lot in this paragraph!! The part abt what I read is true. I was on both side, I read nice fluffy and heartwarming stuff at first, but for me personally, the butterflies and yk the romance of the clean stuff didn't satisfy me after a while. It was like this rabbit hole. So I completely agree with what you said, because everyone has different stories. I agree and disagree with what you said abt my happiness. So me and a ton of other people found happiness through G**. The thing is that it didnt end with just G**. G** offers love, comfort, peace and protection. So through G** I found multiple gateways to make my like more enjoyable. Before G** I always had those things, but it was temporary. Like I'd be happy but the happiness would only last so long and I'd go back into depression. Back then I also was just very sinful/ worldly so I was like half of the people in this world, selfish, lustful etc.. Anyway, back to the point. With G**, the only thing that is temporary is my sadness and anger. Now I am able to forgive people, I am kinder to people therefore my life is now surrounded by kind and genuine people. When I DO meet peeps that press my buttons I am still kind to them, and it's easier to do that because I view them as G**'s creation. Someone He values and created. So I found happiness and all those things through G** because he helped me handle the world in a positive way. Jesus was a preacher with great teaching that I follow throughout life. :)) it's like playing Minecraft on normal/ easy VS. hard mode. I say that because of hard more you have to worry abt mobs and hunger more, while on normal mode you have to take care of yourself ofc but it's not as difficult. And G** provides for me in a way that makes thing I used to struggle with, easy. I still had sad phases and yk life be lifing, but it's easier to deal with (normal mode).

@Alexx i get that. But i also find it a bit funny that the things u said u gained when u found g**, i gained and found all by myself and im not in any religion, i dont call myself an atheist tho cuz im a philosopher and i live by "i know that i know nothing and thats okay cuz it gives me more space to think about it"

@Teedroid JoKe Ahh okay. Yeah G** just helped me forgive and see the value in myself/ my life. I legit just didn't know how to love myself l, and when I realized that he loved me so much that he died for me I started to understand that I am valued. Then when he showed me that, it helped me realize how much my family love me too. Even if it's lowk broken and odd.G** helped me see my life in a new light that wasn't possible without him. I just saw everything as useless and nothing. Because what's the point of being on earth. I thought abt that and stuff. I just didn't see the point of anything and G** helped me see the value of everything.