Hey there! I just want to say that I'm incredibly sorry that you have to go through that at this age, but I'm not here to victimize you. I'm here to give you genuine advice. Since comments can't be too long here this is all I'll say. You need to find things that make you happy, and people that make you happy and full. When you have that nothing else will really matter. I know that your family isn't helpful at all and that the topic of mental health and depression is very foreign. But know that you can't change them. What you can do is work on yourself, on your mental health and build your own life in which they won't matter! (if you want to talk more : [email protected])