@Book I know this feeling, not knowing what's happening to you, not knowing anything about anything because deep down you know something but you can't talk about it, it's happened to me a lot too and I also have a habit of saying "I don't know" especially in simple questions like do you want to go here or there? Things like that, I found myself being subject to chance, I never know how to choose and I prefer that others do it for me, it's a much simpler solution.