@Elena hiii, i didn't see this at allgjknwh so sorry but also, an update no one asked for: I eventually gathered my courage to talk to him honestly about this after a few months. He said he'd wait for me but I insisted that we should break up and we did. Just a few weeks ago though, he hit my dms asking how im doing now. Seems like we're back as friends (his friends makes it very obvious that he's still not over me) I dont see any problems though since i've moved on already from my past crushes and is currently crushless. I'm hoping that he'll ask me to try one more time cause maybe it might work this time. I just realized too, I did like him from the start. I was just in denial from the fact that i actually fell for a guy after being a lesbian since birth. sooo yea! thank you so much for your advice! I ended up doing exactly what you said anyways, hehe.
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If you happen to see someone named sam/live laugh love sam it's probably me in an unregistered acc
(sam's my crush)
(sam's my crush)