@If u see my name translate this real quick 你为什么翻译它？ 你太听话我想你要我。 你要我把你扔在床上干你吗？ realistically speaking, mental illness isnt so cut and dry. you could have the biggest support system filled with nothing but love and still want to die. i used to be suicidal because not because i hated life, but i couldnt bring myself to care enough to live it