I'm assuming you're taking about job and career goals, but idrk so just ignore those parts if they're not applicable. There's this idea people should live a certain way; school, friends, high school, choose job, uni, job, marriage, kids, more job, die. And sure, some of those are milestones that people generally come across in their life. But its not the only way to live. It doesnt matter if you don't do some of those, or if it takes you a lot of time, or you do them in the wrong order. At the end of the day, this is your life, and as far as we know, we only get to live once. So you should live how you want to, and feel content. Putting yourself down, comparing yourself to other people, being depressed and wanting to die. Stressing about the future. Is it really worth it? I don't know how old you are, but it's a fact that we're all going to die one day. Even the people you compare yourself to. One day all of this won't even matter anymore, because we won't be here. So while you live, you should do the things you enjoy, whether that's eating good food, going to interesting places, or whatever.