@Okay. Tbh as long as you're not hating on anyone, not stepping on anyone's pride, dignity and stuff then just do you. I guess reading in a way is a type of coping mechanism for you since you said that you "saw" your parents doing it ( and btw why the heck aren't they locking them doors if they had sxcs knowing their already have kids around)
maybe that may have started stuff. But I hope that you'll learn to set limitations on stuff and know that with curiosity comes alot of information and knowledge good and bad stuff. So I'll just be careful on what I read online if I were you. Tho I hope you're enjoying the difference genres and plots of bl and the world of fiction so far!