@Reader
He was literally living in he** for years. He literally can't speak anything in his mind. He was always at their beck and call and his supposed wife, IN HIS PERSPECTIVE, is just ignoring him.
To be fair, as disgusting his actions were, I don't even blame him for thinking that way because in his mind, it was literally the only way he can break free from the Queens safe.
"You can't change the world with pretty words alone."