@Layla02 that is not what love looks like. What Matthew has is a huge obsession, he wants to posess Jin, wants to make him his, he showed his dark side before. Matthew wants to make Jin into a perfect figure, cause the real one is full of flaws, and here he cannot accept Jin's past. He just let his inner (intrusive) thoughts take control, this is not only the drug, is mostly Matthew's desires. Of course he will regret it, but that doesn't take the abuse back. And I hope Matthew stays away from Jin for a while, they need some time apart.