Overstimulation with dopamine, is all. You won't be able to build/make anything remotely as satisfying, let alone a relationship.
In short : pull back from ovestimulating yourself, let your brain gets a LOT of rest (sure at first, getting bored might scare you, but really you should stop restlessly stimulating your brain), and your mood will naturally improve after recuperating some sanity.
In short : pull back from ovestimulating yourself, let your brain gets a LOT of rest (sure at first, getting bored might scare you, but really you should stop restlessly stimulating your brain), and your mood will naturally improve after recuperating some sanity.