Comment by CherryCocacola on Unofficial CC - Chapter 15

@CherryCocacola low self esteem 

@blueclxw yeah that too

@CherryCocacola  ig dependency

@CherryCocacola if a relationship is for a long amount of time it's not easy to just breakup that fast 🙃🙃 reality is different and yes it's shitt but yeah it actually takes a lot of time and I'm saying this cuz someone ik had a similar experience and also that he was abusive along with cheating and they even eloped to marry cuz they were together for a very long time and yeah it took many months but yeah she's finally free of him I mean not exactly there's still the divorce thing but yeah 

@CherryCocacola i think when you live your whole life around the thought of being unlovable stuck in an inescapable h*l and then you meet somebody who loves your supposedly unlovable only to fund out that they didn't love youveither it's easier to pretend as thiugh it isn't real or say it's your fault and it's okay if you try a little harder than to accept that thay one person who loved you despite anything was just a facade, an unfulfilled dream