@Gatsby ummm I don't think our MC is suffocated with the marriage...I think his thoughts are now that Sharuka is an emperor he will be in need to find a real bride of his age and our MC is trying to come terms with it !!! He is just suffering by overthinking and duty!!! And offcourse our Sharuka calling him beloved doesn't clear anything as Sharuka has been calling him beloved from the day they met and our MC thinks it's because Sharuka also took this marriage as a duty.....
Last but not the least I never wanted to get Married but now I want a boyfriend who will me beloved!!!!! Cause it feels so loved
Last but not the least I never wanted to get Married but now I want a boyfriend who will me beloved!!!!! Cause it feels so loved

I started writing my own novel
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