@ItsNotOverYet Yes, I have been speaking through the mist of emotion today haha, so maybe I’ll feel differently on it a little bit tomorrow. I need him to regret this, because I can’t imagine how Nanjo is going to feel when he finds out. To me it’s the most selfish thing Mokyeon has ever done yet, and yes while his state of mind and such needs to be considered, it’s gonna take a lot for me to forgive this one. The author really needs to start giving us this healing for Mok, this growth. I welcome a time skip to achieve that, but at this point it’s not fair anymore to dangle this misery in front of us every week, when we have to wait 10 days between chapters as it is. 😕
Nanjo is the key here and I desperately need to see everything you mentioned with him soon. It’s become very frustrating that such an important character is kept in the shadows like this. I understand Mok is the MC but this is supposed to be their love story too. And I feel like the author is threading the line of her readers patience now. Mok is complex, too complex maybe for a manhwa haha. And I don’t think anyone expected his entire character to truly be this deep and heavy. I also think because he did a lot of deplorable things last season, it’s very difficult to separate the “good and the bad” if you will. Because he’s not a bad person at heart but he’s not a good one either, y’know. It’s harder to sympathise for him is what I’m saying, imo.
Yes, I agree with that! You can’t help who you fall for and all that hehe. And the heart of it is that Mok has never experienced love before. Which is probably why he thinks this is love and doesn’t understand yet that it isn’t, not truly. That’s why they need to start again on a genuine, healthier foundation, made up off the difficulties of their pasts but with the right intentions going forward. And all I hope for, is that Nanjo doesn’t try to get with Mok again out of pity or guilt or his saviour complex. That would irrevocably ruin this story for me.
No, I really do appreciate your messages because I have struggled today with my feelings about everything, and I deffo need to check out for now on this story. But you’ve given me food for thought and also some hope. 🥹 Please take care of yourself and your nerves too! Hopefully we can exchange more positive messages when the good times come. 🙌🏻 I’ll try to believe in the author the same way I did before!!