Comment by Truck-kun 2.0🚚 on BJ alex - Chapter 1

Comment on ChapterBJ alex - Chapter 1

Just wanted to comment my PROBLEM here since I don't have an idea where to vent.

When I was young, like, 7 years old, I had this guy who I always used to play with. At that time, I think he was about 16-17 years old. But as the day went by, he made me start doing weird things to him, such as making me t*uch and s*ck. I didn't know what those things were at that age, and strangely, after many days, I started liking it so much that I would always go out at night hoping I'd see him again just so that we could do it again, and because of that, I didn't tell anyone about it. But it stopped after doing it about 10 times in a month. I think they left and changed their location, making me free from him again. After all of that, I started to move and talk in a feminine way. Then, after a couple of months, a cousin of mine (probably 14–15 years old at that time) made the two of us play together. I'd always lie on him and he'd pretend we were rolling, but when we stopped, he'd always h*ump me (clothed), making me sexually excited all over again. And once again, I didn't tell anybody about it since I also liked it. (It only happened rarely since he lives in a different house, but it lasted for about 3-5 months.)

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I began to move and speak in a feminine manner, causing me to struggle with my life because I don't know what I want to be or why I'm reading something like this. My parents, aunts, uncles, and others would always tell me to ACT like MAN since I'd always get insulted and get called "GAY". And so, I had always planted in my brain that I would become a man, but I can't help reading yaoi. I don't know if the reason why I like reading yaoi and bl is because of my trauma back then or because I am literally gay. I lost all of my confidence, gained social anxiety, and became an introvert, making me look more gay since I'm not those other types of guys who would always brag, act muscular, or play basketball and stuff. I still have a lot to say, but I don't want to say too much, So.. yeah. Thank you for listening.💙

Hey, I know how you feel like when I was younger something similar happened to me and I had the same reaction now thank G** it's gone and I think that I can help you

I just wanted to read manga bropepe stickerI wanna know that I'm sorry but y vent on this website bro we just come here to read

im so sorry this happened to you. you were only a child so of course its not your fault because you didnt know any better, dont be too hard on yourself. please also remember there isnt a certain "way" a man should act. there is no such thing as acting "gay" either. your personality is your personality and im sorry that the adults around you have failed you and made you lose confidence in yourself. i hope you can manage to feel confident in your own skin no matter what your interests are or how you act or talk. fu** that "real man" bullshit. it may seem impossible but you will get there. im sending you love and well wishes bro.

Its not my problem but i really became sad because of this comment, I hope you are doing okay ^^! <3

@Truck-kun 2.0🚚 I really feel bad for you. Hope you are doing well now.