My life is like a burning fire . Idk why I think im nice ? But everything lately as been um the worst. I would say that I knew a lot of people but I never got close enough to tell them a lot about me. But one day I told my girlfriend at the time and she told the whole school about it. And the things that I told her wasn't about school, it was about how my father died and how it's only been 5 months and my mom as a new boyfriend. And she told the whole school. I mean It could be worse like if I sent her nudes. But I feel betrayed. I have a lot more stories about things she as done but this has to be the worst
@Roadkillover trusting people is extremely hard. That's something I have first hand experience with. None of my friends know about the situation I'm in because I don't want people's pitiful gazes and also I'm afraid of them spreading and using it against me. I feel you. I am sorry that somebody close to you betrayed your trust. It hurts a lot. I hope that one day you find somebody worthy of your trust and somebody who will be there for you 💜💜💜
@Roadkillover Such cute "worries" compared to what real life can throw at you.
What about being in kindergaarten, then you have a friend there and the next day you just learn they've died a dumb death (for instance from falling out the windows just to bodily wave "hello" to a schoolmate you disliked) ? Yeah that happened to me a long long time ago. I've awkwardly looked at the world since such as well many other things that happened to me or others.
Don't mind me if that post don't sit with your appeal to pity. Just trying to lift your mood by reminding you that Life is Life. Sometimes you just need to refrain from searching a reason to everything, nor any reason to trust or distrust people.
@Roadkillover Sorry if you didn't like being called a geek (?).
I might be blunt -- because in my country/culture, it's almost a given to cut to the chase (when someone asks advice, be blunt rather than playing "kind" at the price of lying/mislead). Though over Internet, I also came across weird things such as asking "advice" only to beg for praises or void "kindness". Too shallow for me to get why. It's sometimes difficult to guess or answer what are the real expectations.
