@Roadkillover Such cute "worries" compared to what real life can throw at you.
What about being in kindergaarten, then you have a friend there and the next day you just learn they've died a dumb death (for instance from falling out the windows just to bodily wave "hello" to a schoolmate you disliked) ? Yeah that happened to me a long long time ago. I've awkwardly looked at the world since such as well many other things that happened to me or others.
Don't mind me if that post don't sit with your appeal to pity. Just trying to lift your mood by reminding you that Life is Life. Sometimes you just need to refrain from searching a reason to everything, nor any reason to trust or distrust people.
What about being in kindergaarten, then you have a friend there and the next day you just learn they've died a dumb death (for instance from falling out the windows just to bodily wave "hello" to a schoolmate you disliked) ? Yeah that happened to me a long long time ago. I've awkwardly looked at the world since such as well many other things that happened to me or others.
Don't mind me if that post don't sit with your appeal to pity. Just trying to lift your mood by reminding you that Life is Life. Sometimes you just need to refrain from searching a reason to everything, nor any reason to trust or distrust people.