This comment section has already ripped into the ml enough
My comments serve to shed light on the mc’s actions being inconsistent, contradictory and confusing, and how they contribute to why this relationship is going south.
The mc has already branded this relationship a failure but refuses to let go because he finds the ml attractive. The fact that he is only looking up “how to date an alpha” now, 7 years into the relationship, and saying “should i pleasure him for once” suggests he was in this mentality since the beginning of the relationship.
I also believe the author is trying to foreshadow something with the ml from his past with his dad, his grandpa’s interference, the mothers affair and them not saying who ended the relationships first when he dated.
I may be giving the author too much credit but it is insane to think the ml is solely responsible for this relationship failing.