Comment by leen on haru_bun

@haru_bun don't kill yourself don't you want to see how the story ends? That's a trivial reasons, but death's inevitable anyway so if even trivial reasons can help you keep going until things improve for you then there's no reason not to try and find as many as you can. Also you describe yourself as lazy but procrastination and lack of energy/motivation are both symptoms of depression, which you clearly have, seek treatment from a professional if you can.