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@Katheryn Thari thats really sad....i dont know the cause or anything so i dont know what to say but i really recommend you to share this to someone ur close with or wanto be close with and then cry out everything..it will really help alot and youll start getting closer to that person and by time you can replace ur old friendship with them
i know it can be really hard and not replaceble, then dont replace just start depending on a new person but dont open up to them really quick..make it slow and when you feel like you can really trust that person, then only start being comfortable..only then will it not hurt when loosing them..also dont go for many people just look for one that can really help you
  ....actually im loosing a 9year old friendship a bit by bit(and the fault is on my side, its me whos not trusting her) but im really mentally prepared and okay with it cause ive been lonely for like 3 years now..i started to notice that everybody doesnt like me much and anybody would priotize someone else more than me (which was obvious) so i slowly started building up a wall ..i never trusted anybody cause i felt humans could betray anyone anytime and same goes with me...i started not to belive one this feelng called "love"(not as a lover but simply liking anyone)..i felt soo empty with everyone like i act and behave like anyone else but in reality i dont give a sh** about them..i started to fear liking someone cause they may not like me as much ill like them or they r just like me acting everything but dont care what happens to me cause i wont know what they are thinking even parents..my feelings with everyone started fading and my emotions kept getting lesser...i started to feel so lonely and alone cause i was not able to trust anyone anymore..
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