@Zarathustra It's actually so funny to watch how you twist the facts and try to make Ian look like a weak-willed doll and TJ a villain to blame for all the misfortunes. When was it said in the story that Ian kill people and become a monster “for Tj's sake”? After all, the truth is that Ian came to the gang even earlier than TJ, understanding what it entailed. It is also stupid to say that someone would rather die from an overdose than receive help from a loved one. If we talk about drug delivery, this has not yet been revealed in the story, but obviously in a gang this is the easiest job that does not involve violence and brings good money. And I am really familiar with the words of the author and she herself wrote that she has nothing to do with such synopses and asked to stop distorting the plot by trying to make TJ look like a villain, but obviously it’s easier for Jo stans to listen to her words only when they like it. Also apparently it was lost on you how TJ's was presented time and time again as a person whom Ian loves and wants to be with but due to certain circumstances they are not yet able to be together. So yeah, from your original post I saw that you have serious difficulties with reading comprehension and I just wanted to help you, but unfortunately this is impossible.