@Mary Go back to the beginning chapters. Mc is continuously used for s*x by ml after traumatizing or hard times. He began to associate s*x with ml as a way to comfort him, it’s quite clear actually.
And I don’t think mc is forcing himself on ml. Ml seems uncomfortable more with the idea of mc knowing what he’s done with his abuser, or the fact that his abuser will find out.
I admit that mc has left marks when stated not to, but saying the recent signs of discomfort are from the s*x itself doesn’t really make sense considering the beginning and the fact neither of them have therapy, so they likely wouldn’t be improving on their own.
Chronically done with all this bullshit
I also don't understand why so many straight women read BL... genuinely confused because there's also a a lot of them bragging about it for some reason?