@gae_headache i agree with u to some extent like i dont hate her by any means but i dont like her either bcaus she keeps projecting her mother on ruby and thus doesnt see or take ruby as ruby but more of an after image which doesnt sit right to me like yes she had a horrible past and i have nth against her for not thinking straight but at the same time her not taking rubys suffering with the whole gravity (like ruby's abandonment issues and her fear of not being heard which she had let ellen know not directly in words but by her actions and reactions and still never listening to her or not even trying to understand) is just wrong i dont like her whole my past was bad nd no matter wht anyone else went through mine is worse kinda vibe like it just does not feel right